So I wonder...

So I am thinking about how this server I am head admin on is going to last...
I mean...I think I am a good head admin and I think I fit the job just right!
I like to hear all the people hail me and treat me with respect!
It's a very heartwarming feeling!
I heard about what some people think I am like or act like.
Most people tell me that I sound like I "Don't give 2 single fucks"
That isn't wrong....per-se ...if you think about it...
All the people usually tell me I am hardcore and such
I love that ego boost!
The more people think I am a robot, brings me one step closer to being a terminator! haha!
Geez, I really need to think of better shit to become...then a terminator....

Anyways, I need to come up with something better than me talking about video games..
I hope this crappy post will hold some of my non-existent fans over!

New Blog post!

Have you ever wondered about something...something for so long and so much that you psych yourself for it.
And you keep daydreaming and you think it will be like everything you are dreaming about.
You talk to yourself and play around with the idea..just laughing and having fun with how good it's going to be.
You feel so wonderful to even have something so glorious to build up to.
You make the strains to do it and you do everything that is needed for it to be awesome.
Then you get to the moment! This one moment you've been waiting for a few eternities or so for....

And it fucking sucks! It shatters everything you even built it on, it shocks and appalls you.
It dissolves whatever you daydream about for what feels like forever..
Kills whatever you feel for it and you go in your hole to never be seen again..